Now that I’m done tearing myself up for now, lets go to school.
Now that I’m bleeding from my wrists, lets put on an insane amount of bracelets and smile for your friends
Now that I’ve cried myself dehydrated, lets go pretend we have a great life.
Now that I’m full of pills, lets call our best friend and say goodbye one last time.
Now that I’m dead lets go be happy for real this time.
When somebody tells a joke and everyone laughs. Then you look at your person, and they know its not a joke to you. And the mouth to you, *its okay* or, *lets go*.
And they spend the next hour letting you cry.
Jokes hurt, we know their just jokes, but they kill nonetheless.